Chapter 4: The talk with Sam

When we arrived at the border sam was already waiting for us. It was obvious he already had guessed what I was going to ask. "Where is Jacob?" I cried out.

He sighed. "Jacob is gone. Poof. we have no clue where he went. We don't know where he is, or why he left, but the only reason we can think he left is because of you."

What little color I had left in my cheeks quickly drained. I was now noticibly paler than Edward. "What... But why.... What did I do?" I wanted to know everything.

"I heard all of this from Billy, but... Anyway, Billy told Jake that they had a note for him. So Billy hands hime the envolpe with the note in it, of course the envolpe had something else in it as well, a wedding invite. Your wedding invite. The note for him was from Edward." I shot a look of anger at Edward through my very watery eyes. I was extremely distraught at this point. "Basically the card was thanking Jacob for keeping you safe and healing you when he had hurt you so badly. That kind of stuff. apparently after almost breaking the table, jacob left. He phased into a wolf before he left. But before he left, he was a total wreck, Bella. All he was thinking about was you. About how much he loved you, and how much he wanted you to pick him over Edward. About how Edward is a lucky bastard.  His word not mind, in his mind he was always emphasizing that word, no offense Edward. He likely ran away because he couldn't deal with it, with rejection. Actually, he loved you so much, he thought you would pick him. And Edward, Jacob doesn't really hate you, he just sees you as competion for Bella. In fact if you weren't a vampire, and you didn't love Bella, you probably would have been good friends. Maybe even if you are a vampire, even though you do like Bella, I think that he actually really like you Edward. Just he didn't show it." Tears streamed down my face. They came down thick and hot. Edward hugged me from behind and mused my hair, his way of comforting me, without totally doing a PDA . I could see he was unhappy too. "It's possible that he doesn't intend to come back or phase back. but I doubt it. He loves you too much to be able to stay away from you for too long." My throat began to ease up a bit. I could actually breath now.

This was all I could handle, Sam could tell. He stopped. I was sobbing once again for Jacob Black. It began to pour. Sam agreeded to meet another time, but I didn't think it was entirely necessary. Edward scooped me up and took me back to his car, even he was sad about this news. Like he didn't want it to happen this way either. He did a way better job at hiding it than I did though.